PSALM 23.
Yea though I walk through the valley of shadow of death I will fear no evil for thou art with me. Shadow of death - shadow of disappointment whither shall I go from thy spirit? Or whither shall I flee from thy presence? PSA 139:7 God teaches us something through suffering. Dark pathway, light no where to be seen. But at the end christ, the light of the world will show me the way. Will take away the shadow of death, doubt and darkness. If things starts to crumble. Just think that God is there. He will see me through "His grace is sufficient for me." Hear him sweetly calling you all his promises are yours. He knows your and my every need like a shephered he will lead. He will lead me all the way.
Joy you gave me and slowly led me from days confusion to peace of mind in me you kindle lights of hope sincerety and love my prayer for you is heavenly peace God grant you love my “special friend”.
I speak with God and he speaks with me and he enlightens my spirit. As days and years go by life gets increasingly heavy and pressures increase, one thing I realise that never, me or anyone could produce devine perceptions or make a devine judgement by intelligence or by brilliant mental abilities. I know I should let God do it for me. I only humbly search for truth and guidance and I know he takes care of everything. Because he promised me and his grace is sufficent for me. Never make a decision when you are ill, angry or discouraged. Wait until the clouds are lifted.
I was trying so hard to fall asleep. I did not feel like reading though I wanted to. I said my prayers lying down as I often do, eventually I fell asleep. I am not sure if it is a dream or a vision. It was something real beautiful now I think of it. I was lying in my bed looking up. There was a beautiful garden. All green small trees very healthy looking trees. I saw three faces among them. Just faces, one face of my mother, then my grandmother and the face of virgin Mary. They were all of the same color. Dark faces as if they were sleeping. So peaceful. They did not talk, open their eyes. There was no expression on their faces. I closed and openned my eyes again and again. I think I was little shaky. Then the scene changed suddenly. It was the same garden with few different kind of trees. I saw a man standing. Dark like a statue dressed up in shabby cloths around the waist. His body was bare. I can’t remember exactly if he had a stick in his hand. He looked like a shephered I used to see at home when I was young. The dream did not finish. Then few seconds later I tried to look at the garden again. But it was gone. I suddenly became weightless. I was swept away from my bed. I was flying long long distances. I don’t know the places. I felt so light and easy. I don’t remember coming back from the flight. Once again I felt as I was being swept away in the air again. I was all by myself. I had no destination to go or I was not told. It was a thrilling experience. Such peace. No fear or pain of any kind. I must have fallen deeply asleep after that. I don’t remember waking up after the dream.
Every Good things must come to an end. Laughter and tears sighs and smiles will be in my memories, all the coming years for every good thing must come to an end. It does not matter really anymore or it hurts and really matters. But it was goodbye and that was goodbye for ever. Somethings lost and somethings gained by living life day by day. I learned to look at both sides for every good thing must come to an end. This door is closed so that another one might open. I cannot change what he has planned for me. I cannot measure the depth of his kindness. I know he leads me where he wants me to be. So I am not fighting the restraints that he has set on me. I wait for the place of blessing for there will be many good things that will happen and never end for he is God who sees you and me.
In the stillness of the cool evening At the riverbank I was sitting As the sunset across the vast horizon And the tears from my eyes falling Suddenly the nature became dull So did my heart felt painfull I longed for your tender love Unreachable like the stars above Then when the breeze gently touched me
I thought of one who is above me How wonderfull pure and tenderly that he cares for me dearly His love is vast like the horizon That no one has ever shown So dashing I will patiently endure all the pains and hope to capture the tenderness that is within you Some day I might as I keep on loving you.
"With christ at the center of my life His love and his spirit in control With each moment in his care, my tomorrows hold no fear, For christ is at the center of my life"
There is nothing I can do but trust in Jesus everyday For he knows my destiny beyond the shadows and sunset It is he who keeps the light burning of love and hope and salvation And keeps me from falling beyond his care Days come and go and years melt away There is one life to live what will be left when it is over. Oh Jesus, please use me to help someone who is less fortunate than me.
As I travel the unknown pathways I may not know what the years may hold But the realization that the Lord himself leads the way Makes me to hope for sunshine tomorrow.
There is more to life than just living or having few treasures here and there
heard people witnessing how their prayers where answered. My heart was heavy. My body was tired of my hard day. But my heart’s heaviness and body’s tiredness was eased when I realised how my prayers were answered. I could not tell them because I was at the brink of crying. I prayed and thanked God silently for his wonderful way of answering my prayers and making me realise that I belong to him. All the hopes and aspirations of this world are not fulfilled. But I look forward the best that he prepares in his own time and be myself ready to meet him when he calls me anytime day or night. Thank you Lord for saving my soul.
The Children playing in the sand with their happy parents around. The ocean breeze was strong and cool. The waves amall and big were numerous. People single and in group wraped up so much in themselves. I sat there on the sand in my own little world The ocean is wide as ever and its waves were roaring back and forth. These were waves in my heart and tears in my eyes. Thinking how narrow a human mind could be at times And break someone else’s heart by crushing it in to pieces. Oh! pride and jealousy why won’t you give place to love and sincerity.
Lord, my heart is so heavy for Amrita today. You understand her, please defend her. I promise you Lord, if I ever will have a home and she needs a home, I will take her as my own sister. You sustain her and keep her safe and please send your angels to guard her where ever she may be. Help her in her job and her spiritual life. Amen
Lord please set my spirit free from the world of confusion. How long I have to move like this through the path of strife and envy. One thoughtless word sometimes hurt another human being and even wreck the relationship and it is never the same again. Why one is so weak and unwilling to forgive. Why one is so judgemental and self righteous many times. What a wonderfull world it would be without all the false pride and selfishness. Lord only you can know the mystery of each human mind. And only you can reveal the truth to each mind. Give wisdom to everyone to judge justly and to love one another without selfish motives. I pray this prayer for my sake and for my very dear friend’s sake and for each soul of thy wonderfull creation. Because in this world and far beyond we travel step by step until we reach that promised land to meet thee face to face to give thee account of the tasks that we have performed in this earth.
It is not what I said It is that what you thought I said It is not what I did It is that what you thought I did Hcp aμm-c-Πq-t]mse 99 sPbnwkv hn F{_lmw I was heartbroken I was cursed at many times I was called names But that is part of the price that I got to pay To cross over the bridge above the restless water To run the race with patience that is set before me To consecrate my “self” Dear God, I need thee every minute of my life.
The more I yearn to love you Lord The farther I wander from you And more hopelessly I am lost Deep inside I suffer most When temptations comes my way dims my eyes and glooms my day Give me Lord a loving song to help me daily to sing along For in your hands you hold the key to joyful heaven beyond the sky, power to save and forgive me and when I am weary to receive me
Lord, Today I made some decisions in my mind with the wisdom thou has given to me. If it is of selfish nature don’t let it pass. If it is thy will help me do it please I pray. My desire to help others, I thank you Lord for that. I pray that you would remove all the selfish intensions and if you choose me for thy work I know you make me right and selfless. Take my crowded and confused thoughts and make it straight and pure. I love you Jesus my only friend. “Life each day is questions unanswered.”
Lords mercy continues on and on Each day my shephered leads me through the life’s steep pathways My heart is aching through the night of darknes. But when the dawn will break, there will be sunshine in my soul and music to tune my heart. The heartaches and sorrows the Lord will share with me. For he is my friend and my only friend.
Weeping may endure for a night But joy cometh in the morning (Psam 30:5) When I stopped looking at what I had lost and began concentrating on all I had, I found much more which I could rejoice and be happy.
If only I could tell you how much I miss you If only I could let you know how much I want to be with you. It is not a dream nor It is a fantasy It is my inner selves longing beyond the shadow of any doubt In absolute stillness in the depth of my thoughts I experience happiness in the shadow of sadness Though I know there is still a gap between our souls But I will wait patiently hoping that some day they will fly away together to find a sanctuary for everlasting rest and reach to their destiny together I must go where destiny leads me The day I reach there I will shake away all my sorrows.
Each night I wait here and your thoughts keep me awake Tonight the breeze is cool and gentle The moon and the stars are bright And here in my heart I can feel some sadness It is missing you my darling Your lips on mine and your arms around me I will be waiting here, waiting just for you There will be flowers and laughter through tears and sorrow. So please come. Once you are with me we can share all the things that love can share and help each other to help others.
I have a dream in my heart today. A dream to love, to serve. To love the unloved and to serve the needy. Dear Lord open the way. Let this dream come true for your glory. Too deep feelings that no one understands. I feel important as if God had intended me to be this way. I don’t know what the future might be whatever it is, I know He will be there…”